Growing up

Dealing with the new environment, I think I've grown up a lot. From last time I always rely on my mother till I can do things on my own, all of these are the proofs of growing up. In a new environment, I see people from all walks of life, and I'm still learning how to deal with them. I learn how to be mature and how to take things easy. Simply it means being not sensitive and be more open-hearted. I'm learning to think from different perspectives. I'm not only think for myself but standing at their side and think for them. Trying to interpret what they are thinking and why they do so. I'm not the little boy like before. Haha. Although sometimes I act like a boy, but it doesn't mean I'm really a kid. I just want to have fun. Therefore, I wish to have more experience of life, and be more happy in my life onwards!

Friend.

I'm going back home soon!This would be my second last time going back home.I've packed a lot of things so that for the next home coming which falls on my end of semester, I don't have to bring back so many things.Today I texted Hong Shiong for long.It was long ago from last I texted him. Everytime when I texted him he was busy doing homework.He is my friend whom I knew during national service.He was my best friend in my camp.I was chosen for second batch to join the national service.There,I met with many good friends.He was one of them and we are still in contact even though we have not seen each other for almost a year.I didn't finish my national service.I went there just for a month because I was chosen for matriculation.Frankly I tell you, I love my life in my camp.I never thought the life there could be so enjoyable.Even though I went there just for a month,I totally missed every one there.The everyday life there was so interesting and enjoyable.My camp was the only place that I really can see the concept of One Malaysia.Every day we played with no stress and burden.Then, suddenly I was told by my brother that I was chosen for matriculation.Leaving them was totally a sad case.I had countless days filled with tears.Whenever I thought of them,tears will drop off naturally.This mood continued when I enrolled into my college.At that time,I kept on flashing back what we did in our camp.Seriously I tell you,I wasn't the only who cried.Hong Shiong cried with me. Or I should say he started crying first because he didn't want me to leave him. As I said,I was his best friend and so did he.I just want to say no matter what happens, I'll treat you as my best friend and our friendship would never end!

Home Coming

I'm glad because I'll be going back home this friday.Haha.After this time then my next home coming would be my end of semester.In order to go back home with no burden,I want to finish up all my homeworks.I'm rushing every day.There few days I realised something which is very scary to me and some of my friends.I dont want to post it here.As his friend, I think I have the responsibility to tell him as well as to "save" him to prevent that to happen.However,I don't know what can I do.I don't know how to start to tell him.This is because I've not confirmed whether if he is yet, but based on what my friends and I observed, he is what we think he is. This act is really and totally wrong. So I'm trying my best to help him.Hope that it wont be too late for me to save him and I hope that he is mature enough to differentiate right or wrong.

Grateful to GOD

Finally the moral sketch had over.It was indeed fun and joyful...The members in my group gave a full cooperation during the whole process.Although we were only the first runner up,we were satisfied with it.The most important thing was we managed to build up the friendship...Now I would like to thank God because God really listened to my wish.Everything here is getting better.The war had ended.We started off the friendship from zero.I hope that there will not be any war again.Now I'm enjoying my life here.Hope that it won't be too late.

Chinese New Year Celebration

Yesterday was the first day of Chinese New Year. I woke up at around 9am and then my family and I went for praying. We prayed for our own and for our family. We all hope that every member in my family would stay happy, healthy forever and ever. Haha. Even though my eldest brother and my second brother are elder than me 8 and 4 years respectively, I don't feel like there's any generation gap between us. We talked about all those nonsense things, sometimes even tease my mom together. I'm proud and glad to have brothers like both of you. After praying, we went to my uncle's house. There, I saw all my father-side relatives. My mom and all my aunties (the lady gang) were chit chatting while the man's gang ( my father and all my uncles ) were at the living room, talking about themselves and their next generation. The group of young people (my cousins and I) were talking about our studies, life in college and unversity. Of course I received a lot of ang paus. At about 3pm, we left our uncle's house and headed towards TESCO to buy somethings. After that we went home. After playing computer games with my brothers, we had our dinner. Since yesterday was the first day of Chinese New Year and we call that as "chu yi" which means the first day of every month in Chinese calender, we had to be vegetarians. For your information, for every first day and fifteen day of a month in Chinese calender, we are advised to eat vegetables only but not meats. Then we took a rest for a while and we went to my grandmother's ( my mom's mom ) house at around 8pm. I met with my cousins and all my aunties. It was a long time since I last gathered with them. They gambled and I just sat aside to watch them. It was the first time I didn't gamble with them during Chinese New Year. Haha. See how good I am. Then we went home at around 11pm. I drove back home with my family. My mom was so worried for me and she kept on asking me to be careful. Haha. Then I played DOTA with my brothers again. After that, it's the time for me to update my blog which is now! haha. Besides writing blog, I'm searching for Jess Lee's videos via You Tube. Wow, she's really a very good singer! This is my first time seeing an Asian singing live with such a powerful voice. For those singers who are from the reality television competition like Kelly Clarkson, Carrie Underwood Jess Lee, Leona Lewis and so on, I would say that the ones that I prefer the most are Kelly Clarkson and Jess Lee. I love Kelly so much and her voice is so powerful and her songs are so touching. I love to see her to perform lively. The songs like beautiful disaster, because of you, a moment like this, already gone are the songs that I like so much. Her range of voice is so big. The same goes to Jess Lee. They have the powerful and yet touching voice, this attracts me so much. It's so comfortable while listening to their songs. Of course, I would say Kelly is better than Jess. Kelly's voice is more powerful and more stable when she sings a high-pitch note. Haha...It's late already so it's time for me to sleep! Goodbye everyone!

New Hope And New Life In A Brand New Year!!!!!

15 minutes more would be Chinese New Year, I'm here wishing all my friends to have a blessed, joyful and memorable year ahead. Time is ticking so fast as if the last CNY's eve was yesterday. Haha. I like flashing back all those days, but now I would like to talk about my plans and wishes after Chinese New Year. After my holiday, I want to catch back all my studies that I've left out. I want to fully concentrate on my PSPM. I hope that God can give me strength and patience in going through this 3-months time. May be I think too much. Everything should be simple if I think simple. Haha. I'm looking forward to this year as this year would decide my future. In September, I'll enroll into local university. Im excited and eager to enter a new stage of life. What would it be? Will it be as interesting as my secondary school and national service life? Or it just as dull as the matriculation life? What I need the most is a good friend. I don't need a lot, 1 or 2 are just enough. In this brand new year, I wish my life onwards would be delightful be smooth sailing always. I wish my father and mother can stay healthy and wealthy always. I hope my eldest brother can live happily and have great achievement in his research project. For my second brother, I wish him to stay happy and have a clear mind to handle all his heavy studies. For me, I just want my life to be simple but interesting and full of experience that I've never experienced before. That's the end and good night everyone! I'm here again to wish you all to make full use of your Chinese New Year holiday!Huat ar!!!!!

Life

Life here is really different from what I experienced before.I do agree with my friends that  said people will change if they are put into a different environment.Frankly I tell you, I'm not showing you my true colour and sadly to say that nobody here except for my ex-schoolmates can see that only. However, part of me is still here. Sometimes I wonder, what would it be when the two people from a totally different world are put together? If the maturity is there, surely everything will be alright. However, things always come in the opposite way. I've seen and met so many friends before, but I never meet a friend like the one. Of course, when something goes wrong, we can't only blame for one side, I admit that I did something wrong too, but for me, I don't think it's a big deal. However, it may be a serious thing for you. I do accept it because I feel that everyone is different so I'll not criticizing on anything. If yes, I will just share it with my close friends which I know they won't betray me. However, just ask yourself what did you do?? Are you doing the same thing as me?I dislike those who spread the news around about your war with me. Things here come in the opposite way too. Everyone knew that and I totally dislike that. What can I do more? I just sat there, bear with all those nonsense things. I'm tough and strong but do you think a tough and strong person does not have any feelings???I have!I just hide it in my deepest part of my heart won't let anyone to know. Or I should say nothing ever from you could hurt me anymore. I believe in fate, friendship and love should come in naturally. So everything I just let it be and let it flows. Like my friends from my secondary school and national service, I feel that we all are very close from the way of thinking, behaving and sometimes having the mutual understanding between each other. This is what we call as fate. In a big big world and we are able to meet each other, this is the starting of the fate. If we are able to be good friends or more than that and this will be the growing of the fate. The road that I've gone through before I enrolled into matriculation was so enjoyable and memorable. However, so far, I won't say this to the life here. I'm begging for a better and more joyful life here. I really wish to have. But if no, I won't regret on going through the life here. It makes me realize that I've grown up. I've become a calm and not as sensitive as before. I'm hoping that my route will be smooth and happy always!